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Hey guys i have moved to sanguinarycalm.blogspot.com

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

Sigh, it started to bleed again...

Anyway the world lost a good man this morning, my uncle passed away peacefully in his sleep...

Really moodless.
Hello, today i am scarred for life. Today is a very sad day for me. I feel so depress after what i have been through. I LOST MY ANAL VIRGINITY OMG !!! It all started when i wipe my ass after i do business last week. Then i notice got 1 patch of blood. PMS FROM THE ASS? Cannot be la so i think constipation lor. Next day i drink water liao go toilet, after go toilet drink water again and so on. Then when do big biz again, should be alright right? NO! still got blood la.... Hais very sad and sick one lo.. So i tell my parents, they suspect i got piles ( Shi Chang ). So they make appointment for me see doctor. I go see the doctor.... Then the tv running the show damn funny. So i sit there laugh and laugh.. Then my turn, i lie on the bed the doc put on glove then check my sai kang inside lor. He announced i got piles but not very serious. He suggested to use small small rubber band to tie it so that it will stop swelling to a tumour and by theat time i need operation. He also say it will take me 10 mins only. Then ok lor might as well right since already here just get it done lor. So the nurse bring me to the place i change into the 'apron ' then lie on bed. He ask me turn around and bring my knee to my chest area. Then he say " I know this is so not right, 2 men doing this but we have to do it. " Ok la bo bian i understand. But what i didn't expect is the 2 pretty nurses also involved in the tying-of-my-piles-treatment. SIBEI PAISEH CAN. Then the Doc keep talking about the soccer match later on, then he ask i support which team and i better pick the right one if not later the treatment got accident. Heng ah ! HE also support Man Utd. Steady, he inject 3 needle to my sai kang area sibei tia then he use sth to shoot the rubber band onto the piles ( That's what i feel ). Then ok settle liao, he say for the next 2 days my sai kang will lai ang abit but is normal then 1 month pass come back see him. Anyway the nurse is quite power also, last time maths keep fail then she got maths tution 3 different teacher per week but still fail O lvl, then she join nursing and get many many award then the Doc pull her in his team. Yeah so this is what happened.
you know you are really tired when you stare at a golf bag from a distance for 20 seconds and presume its a lady with Baju Kurung.
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back.
And it's not the end of the world.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,
and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life,
but who you have in your life that counts.

I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you'd better know something.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself
to the best others can do,
but to the best you can do.

I've learned that it's not what happens to people,
It's what they do about it.

I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it,
there are always two sides.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you can keep going
long after you think you can't.

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
When it needs to be done
regardless of the consequences.

I've learned that there are people who love you dearly,
but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't five me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken,
the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean that they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual
ahead of their actions.

I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing
and see something totally different.

I've learned that no matter the consequences,
those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.

I've learned taht your life can be changed in a matter of hours
by people who don't even know you.

I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you,
you will find the strength to help.

I've learned that writing,
as well as talking,
can ease emotional pains.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon.

I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice
and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.

I've learned to love
and be loved.

I've learned...


Only recently then my internship has kicked off with me doing some lab work and it is kind of tough working with equipment i am not familiar with. But as jq put it :

¤Řnß♫ says (10:09 PM):
*its okay lah
¤Řnß♫ says (10:10 PM):
*if you know how to do that will be werid

True...

Anyway i will be busy for the coming weeks as i need to submit the interim report ( a report which consist of what you have been doing for the 1st half of attachment ). I haven't even got started ! and it is due very soon....

zzzz

Hey guys, Its been a while since i updated on my fishing status...

Recently SH and I went went on a fishing trip to freshwater.. We bashed for abit then found a suitable spot to cast our lures.. There were some actions but it seems like the fish was in a stubborn mood or our lures just weren't appealing enough for them to take a bite. As the sides of the area may hold some surprises and the fishes at the open space aren't responding, we decided to just focus casting at the sides.

Take! SH got a miss! Looks like our desicion was right. I was trying out the rubbers but to no avail... A bigger ripple surfaced just abit further by the sides. Excitedly, i searched through my lure bag to find something that could reach the distance.. Uh huh ! The ALIVE sasuke lookalike!

Clipped on and sent it flying, twitched for 2 to 3 strokes and paused until it finally was in front. Whatever that was it didn't seem quite attracted to my lure.. Not giving up, i casted it out again, only this time i twitched more frantically akin to an escaping fish.. "Psshh!" A splash just around 2 Metres from me! A solid hook-up! It tried to pull my drag out but was only able to splash around the area. Slightly high drag was chosen because of threatening twigs and branches lying by the sides. Oh a hauran! Now the problem is how to land it as we were on higher ground. After some quick thinking, SH decided that the only option was i yank it higher for him to grab the leader...Sounds risky but its the only choice we got. 1, 2, 3, Success !!

Photo - Taking


( Thanks SH! )

Lure/Rubber used : ALIVE! Sasuke imatiation
Rod : G.Loomis2 6'feet Fast Action 6 - 10 lb
Reel : Caldia Kix 2500
Line : Tuffline ( yellow ) 10lb
Methods used: Frantic twitching, constant but slow retrieve

Another more recent trip, I was dreaming of me catching a Big PB in a dream...Then i woke up.. Hmm still early and i got the urge to fish. This is a very last minute, out-of-the-blue, inspired-by-a-dream trip.

Proceeded to spot after some time...Water was calm and serene...until the ripples start appearing, after all you at least want to see that something is around right? keke. Equiped myself with a halco roosta popper, the smaller one, and started popping lazily, still feeling sleepy..

A big ripple lurked behind my popper! Cast again... this time.. WHAM! A Snakehead ! I was awakened by the sound and my drag gave off that desperate tune.. Adjusted a few more clicks up as the water terrains are very threatening.. However as it dashed madly again..Suddenly my rod jerked back! I lost it! Feeling dazed, i checked what went wrong... !#!$@$#$ The snap opened!!!!

Downcasted, i changed my snap, checked my leader and continued casting, rubbers this time. A slight tug was all i got after that.

Changed to another spot thats nearby, and resumed my morning game. Spotted some structures and the devil dared me to cast. Not giving in, i did.. After about 3 casts, i had an instant take!! Again, my drag sounded off.. This time i was more careful, and this time the fish was also more co-operative. It didn't attempt to dash to the dangers but to the open waters.The fight felt different, I was very sure it wasn't a Snakehead and felt more like a Peacock Bass.. Dejavu prior to my dream? Alas, when it got closer, it was neither...A Sultan Fish!

I was now more determined to land it. It still got the stamina to go a few more dashes and i was patient, waiting for it to feel abit more subdued before i bring it in. But fate has other plans for me, the fish decided to go to the right and got tangled with an underground branch which was not visible to the eye. SHIT! I was definitely not going to miss a second fish! I tried reeling in abit and the branched moved slightly. Fortunately, the fish was either worned out or decided to take a rest as it wasn't moving much.. However, i was sure it was only a matter of seconds before it changes its mind. As i was wearing rubber boots, i then got down the water and pulled the branch. It got out after some pulling but my line was still tangled in it. Using my rod to carefully manuver and control the line, i managed to sort out the tangled line. Seizing my lip grip, i hurriedly gripped the fish in one swift moment. ( Thanks Alan for the modified grip !! )


( 1 for the record books! )

Hehehe .. the motto of this CR is when you dream you kenna fish, go fishing =x

Lure/Rubber used : Still Hunt ( black ) 5 Inch
Rod : G.Loomis2 6'feet Fast Action 6 - 10 lb
Reel : Caldia Kix 2500
Line : Tuffline ( yellow ) 10lb
Methods used: Slight twitch and jerk, constant, normal speed retrieve
This is the third week of my attachment already

Somehow, i feel so out of place..Lost?

Its like i feel that maybe this field is not for me.

Everytime my mentor asks me something, i can't seem to answer.

Everytime i encounter a problem, i tried but still it cannot be solved.

Feeling such a burden...

I have no idea if its normal or not but other people having internship seem to have moved to bigger things and have alot to write in their reports.

Sigh...Hopefully things turn out better in time.

Thankfully everyone has been very nice to me especially my lunch kakis.

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Hello guys...

Some lonnnng ago reunion dinner pics..







Well yesterday had FNS paper, quite ok except for the face that i threw away 10 marks due to some forgetfulness ..*sigh* and to think i studied so hard for it.. zz. Anyway no point crying over spilt milk, now focusing on revisions for the upcoming CSF paper. Frankly i have very little confidence over it because i wasn't and never will be good at subjects that got to do with numbers...

S/Cheryl(s) booked chalet at Changi from next Mon to Weds...so i shld be MIA for that period of time. I think they came up with the idea because some of us going attachment, some of us attending classes next term so very little chance of us meeting in school regularly..Hope the IAP briefing in school next tues won't have to bring laptop luh..haha going to discuss what to do with the rest because it clashes with the chalet...

I got a call from Orange Business Services (Company that im going for attachment) which is situated at . It will go on from 9 March to 14 Aug around 159 days. Working hours should be 9am - 6pm... The place is quite far from home...oh well. I'm the only one attached to there lo.. The rest kiind of like got companion. They didn't give me an interview like the rest of the companies for my other classmates 0.0!

'PASS' & 'A' Grades Assessment Criteria

Assessment Criteria for a ‘PASS’ Grade

Meet basic requirements:

* ePortfolio set up with complete IA information
* Training Programme updated in ePortfolio
* Weekly reports for the whole duration of the attachment
* Report completed with relevant information
* Meet IAP attendance requirement
* Meet company’s project basic specifications

Demonstrate/Present his/her project.

Assessment is only based on works done by him/her.

Sufficient understanding of how the project works.

Assessment Criteria for ‘A’ grade

* Achieve well beyond the assessment criteria for a ‘Pass’ grade.
* Demonstrate his/her project well, fully meet, and if possible going beyond original project objective.
* Resourceful in term of finding and understanding new information.
* Able to independently figure-out, understand, experiment and test complex hardware/software.
* Shows very good understanding of the work done.
* Able to make changes to complex hardware/software to meet project requirements.
* Able to troubleshoot and solve complex problem independently.
* Able to demonstrate and explain necessary changes to a complex hardware/software if requirement is changed.
* Presentable, reliable, working final product or research leading to patent, publish paper or present paper.
* Good documentation of hardware/software done.
* Well written report containing necessary information to duplicate or use the product.
* Good feedback or testimonial from company.





Item IAP Interim Report

- Min 40 pages

- Additional information/results may be included as appendixes.

- Date 1: Submit draft report 2 wks before interim assessment deadline in Mel.LO will comment and correct your draft.

- Date 2: Submit corrected report to Mel before assessment deadline.

- Marks will be deducted for late submission. 4 marks x number of day will be deducted after deadline.

Item Final Report

- Min 60 pages

- Additional information/results may be included as appendixes.

- Date 1: Submit draft report 2 wks before final presentation. LO will comment and correct your draft report.

- Date 2: Submit corrected report 1 wk before final presentation to Mel and hardcopy to supervisor.

- Testimonial is optional and can be included in report.

Item Final Presentation

- Bring your own laptop for presentation

- Attire : Formal

- 15 mins presentation

- 5 mins Q&A

- Schedule will be sent through email.

- Weightage : 30% of the total final assessment

Ok i hope at the end of everything i will things to write for the LOOONGGG report =x.

Chiong ah guys!