29th May
Thursday, May 29, 2008
I'm desperate to move on,but I'm sad to see you go

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its a fucking thrusday.

life's been ok so far except for some instances.

some instances like lonliness, depression

its when the darkness engulfs me and well i become another person.

you see, behind every joker there will be a much darker side,

maybe something tramatizing happened,

maybe loved ones are lost,

maybe there don't feel so secure with themselves,

nevertheless this side will only come out when they reach out,

and grasp onto air,

when they try to make interaction with people whom they thought mattered,

when they need a listening ear,

when they are afraid everyone else in their life will drift away.

that's when the other side awakens and trys to fight for a permanant place in that person,

poisoning his thoughts, breathing life into his actions,

leaving a wake of coldness before him.

I'm scared because thats when i feel alive,

will it ever overtake my will and become me finally?