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a star and a stray dog..

a simple phrase that reflects me and her.

she's just like that bright star in the dark night,

i'm just another stray dog, lonesome, left to fend for myself.

maybe it's just me thinking too much,

maybe i'm not made for this,

sometimes this emptiness is too much to bear,

sometimes i wonder who might be that someone,

could it be her?

it's been a long time since i become back my old self,

it feels so cold, so lonely, so dark

it's been like this since a long time

i have been surpressing it for ages

i can only see others being happy,

myself? nothing but a broken and silently tormented spirit.

nothing left to believe in

nothing left to live for

just an empty shell

just that lonesome figure behind all the crowd

just that quiet lingering soul roaming aimlessly

just another person questioning his existance in this world.

will i ever go back to my disillusioned ways?

let the blood flow?

let havoc run through my life?

let me have more regrets in the future?

let me lose myself in these emotions spinning out of control?

help me please.